Do you ever feel like your on a hamster wheel?
Round and round you’re turning but you still can’t seem to heal?
You’re doing what they say, talking and moving, eating drinking.
But you’re still not able to stop your mind from over thinking.
Intrusive thoughts they grow, as if from a planted seed.
They are watered daily by you, even given feed.
You want to stop the cycle but you’re not sure how.
You try to spread awareness but it doesn’t seem to help.
You feel like you are failing, as a mother and in life.
But you’re so not failing, I wish you could see.
How strong you are getting through everyday and going about your routine.
People don’t seem to notice, but don’t do it for them.
Do it for yourself, write a journal, grab a pen.
Whatever makes you feel better is an improvement, an act of self care.
Don’t let other people’s opinions ruin your hard work.
They aren’t you, they’re not there.
You’re doing so amazing, I wish that you could see.
To others, to me, just how strong you seem.